Sunday, April 26, 2009

Everything in it's right place.

Something is missing. I think.

I moved back home to Muskegon for the summer.
I don't know why but I still don't feel at ease.
I go on vacation next weekend, then start work and summer classes as soon as I get back.
I so badly want to be excited to get away and relax, but for some reason I can't chill out.
I want to know what it feels like to not worry about something, or have some kind of deadline.
I want to feel accomplished and complete, but it's so hard lately.

Maybe being alone in Kalamazoo for the next two days will help me relax.
I think I look for everything I need in the wrong places.

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